Blessed

Up the mountain as I go

Deeper my reflex grow.

Gawking at the blue yonder

Procured me to wonder.

Whence did I get here?…

When was I ever free?…

Then comes you

Conceive me to review.

Vitality based not on the past

Contrary on tomorrow.

Loved not

But still connecting the dot.

Can’t look at your rayon

You’re one in a million.

Indebted Emmanuel

For a heart so hale.

Racing with the wind

As the rainbow through my King.

The desires of my veins are like desires of rain.

My love for you mount instantly

As Jehovah’s love built and bless us daily……

Sthelie J.

Just A Little Time

My nightmares are becoming reality.

Being helpless is another felony.

Laying down examining about what’s happening in Haiti now and what will happen in the future.

Will it be success or will it be more horrifying?

Trying to find a shovel to dig myself out but seems like my heels are digging in even more.

Trapped between two different worlds and can’t seem to find a word.

My country is perishing.

Earthquakes, hurricanes, and kidnappings are challenging it.

My life is out of control.

My brain is exploding out of my head.

Can’t seem to get the hang of it.

Kneeling, praying for a change but can’t find no answer.

Does God hear me?

Can my sins block my prayers from reaching God?

Why do I feel like I’m lost between those two worlds?

Tears can’t stop falling down my cheeks like a waterfall.

Looking around to find help but they’re attacking me.

Sitting in my room, trying to rewind my memory.

“The world is going to end one day Sthelie, don’t know when and how but it is.” My grandmother said one day.

Was what she said true?

God answer me! ! ! Please! ! !

Taking my time to read Apocalypse in my Bible, and the similarity between it and what’s happening in the world at this moment, I can see that Prophecy is accomplishing.

We only have a little time to make the best out of it.

Dedicated to my country Haiti!

Sthelie J.

OUR DIALOGUE

JUST MET YOU

YET I DON’T WANT TO REVIEW.

YOUR PERSONALITY DETERMINE YOUR EGO

AND YOUR SPEECHES DESCRIBE YOUR HEART.

KNOWING YOU WAS AN ADVENTURE

THROUGH THE JEALOUSY UNDER MY PICTURE.

YOUR FACE REFLECT THE STRENGTH OF YOUR VOICE

AS I HEARD YOU FOR THE FIRST TIME.

GOT MY BODY TRANSFORMED AS WE CYBER COMMUNICATE

STILL CAN’T REMEMBER IF I ATE.

YOUR SOUND FULFILLED MY THIRST

AND YET MY DESIRES PROLONGED.

IMPATIENT FOR OUR RENDEZ-VOUS

SO WE CAN GET TO OUR PREVIEW.

Sthelie J.

Unspeakable

Sunshine on my face

Attract the souls to gaze.

Lightning in my heart

Thunder is the least to hurt.

Backward as I go

Forward I struggle to hold.

Nurturing disavow

Sparsely to take a bow.

Benevolent disown

My scars still not to be shown.

Oh Heavenly Father as I cried

But optically dried.

Hunting but victim.

Draped yet feel nude.

Can’t seem to hold for long

Breathing is on hung.

Ogling at the firmament

Expecting a miracle.

On my own, it’s incapable.

Seeking comfort as I tried Communicating

But on depart to share I become mute.

Sthelie J.

Love Conquers All

Looking at you feels like a knife through my chest.

Tears are coming down your cheeks like raindrops.

Every night before I go to bed I pray, so that you can sleep in peace.

I cry until my eyelids close and dream, eternity.

When I wake up in the morning and see the sunlight and the beautiful smile on your gorgeous face, for a moment I forgot about everything.

Everything he did and say that hurts you.

Then a cloud pass by, and realize this is it.

My hatred for him is getting stronger.

Your affliction coerce me on taking vengeance.

You carry on throughout the day, feigning joy, and feeling pain.

You try to hide it, but deeply, your heart is beyond the clock.

I long to gaze upon your face and share a smile, an embrace.

Comforting you, trying to get your mind out of this world.

The day is about to end and the only thing I keep thinking about is how can I stop your pain.

I try to relax but in my mind I’m still wondering what to do.

So, now I’m trying to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul will keep.

And for you to think of us, and know that we love you eternally.

Sthelie J.